invisibility cloak

who's seen harry potter 7? if you have then youll get this. my most favorite part in the whole movie is the story of the deathly hallows and the whole animation part with the three brothers. and if i was anyone of them id too like an invisibility cloak. then when i thought about it i did. i have my very own invisibility cloak and thats just me. its awesome really. you do what you want you say what you want and noone fucking hears you. noone sees you noone cares cause they dont know you were there in the first place. i could sit at a dinner table playing a game and noone would come up and say what are you doing. or noone would ask after not seeing me for practically six months ask how i was or what ive been doing. its weird huh? but since im getting tired of the invisibility cloak i too feel like its time and death should come and greet me with his deep dark eyes and tattered cloak that surrounds his pure white skeletal body. it'd be pretty cool i reckon.

other news, i passed my financial exam. i thought i didnt do every well cause i didnt know half the stuff but i passed. thank god. and i think i passed all the rest. it would be absolutely terrible if i didnt cause i dont want to have to repeat another half year of school i think im going to jump off a building. i really wonder if people like live for three days just being stuck on the floor cause apparently you mightn't die if you jump off a building, and i mean obviously it has to be a significant height. and not like the first story of the building. but i heard from a significant height you could still live for a bit cause i dont know but imagine just lying flat of the ground waiting to die, that would be terrible. thats practically lying in a bed waiting to die in a hospital. i feel sorry for patients now.

i woke up at 3.30am yesterday to go to work. it was killer. and today i have work at 5:30 its a short reception so hopefully i can leave early. im not very into work at the moment. the further i move on in life the more i think about parting everyone i know. i just want to be somewhere totally alone where i can just do what i want for me and not have to think about everyone else that is part of my life. hehe sounds quite rude. but i want something for me for a change.

oh wells. ive got two staff parties next week. one of tuesday and one on monday. sweet i dont know why i said tuesday first but yeah monday tuesday. its only 10:30 in the morning and i already feel like ive been awake this whole time and noone has said a word to me. but instead sit outside eating breakfast whilst i walk around the house like a ghost. sweet ay? invisibility cloaks to fucking work! =D