OMG SOOOO CITY AND COLOUR IS TOURING AUSTRALIA IN APRIL AND THEY ARE HEADING TO SYDNEY APRIL 5TH TUESDAY! IM TOTALLY GOING TO GO BUT I DONT KNOW WHO TO GO WITH SO I TOTALLY HAVE TO FIND SOME FRIEND WHO KNOWS OF THEM AND CAN SPILL OUR LOVE TOWARDS THE GODLY CREATURE THEY CALL DALLAS GREEN AT HIS CONCERT AT ENMORE THEATRE.
this whole week. i am not as happy as i am now that i have found out something in this life is worth it. and dallas green is sooooo worth it. mann why can't guys be like dallas green. i dont personally know him but i dont give, hes compassionate, loving, kind and sooo down to earth its like a fucking friendly martian landed and learnt how to play the acoustic extraordinarily and has some mutant fucking amazing voice that makes me want to cry just listening to it.
thankyou for intro-ing him to me a few years back andy but fuck you need to learn some shit from this guy man. compassion, grace and all that stuff. hes a man!
dallas green. i love you and this isnt the whole fan shit well it is but i feel like i love you. if i could and it didnt seem like the most stupid thing in the world, i would tattoo your name on my body cause thats how much you changed my life, but then i wont cause thats what all those crazy fans do and i want to quietly manifest in this love i have for you by myself. hahahaha its 6am in the morning and you are the first male i have thought of. hahaha plus i havent slept yet. saw the sunrise and everything. plus i got home at 5 when my mum was up to go to work. awkwardddddd.
Tuesday, December 21, 2010
Sunday, December 19, 2010
wow
wow andy, theres one thing to tell me to leave you alone and tell me to fuck off and theres another thing to full disregard me as your friend at all like on facebook. i think you're being the most immature person.
Saturday, December 18, 2010
blank
there are so many things you can realise without even seeing it coming.
and the thing i realised is, im such a fucking loser. in so many complicated ways its ridiculous of me to be so oblivious to myself.
Wednesday, December 15, 2010
these empty walls
so my friend says we're all human but FUCK THAT i hate when someone like they are so genuine when they say something like years ago and then they turn they're back on it as if it was just a moment thing that they said it. and when they help you that one time they say oh yeah remember i said i was this and id be this for you and then like two days later they treat you like dirt. those are the friends that should just fucking rot in hell.
and fuck the friends who are so two faced. when they are alone with you they act as if they are on your side or whatever and actually when go and tell the other friends shit. those people are fucked up too.
id think that my high school friends are well more understanding and mature but fuck them all. seriously. they are so fucking stupid that they think high school teen drama is like the story of their life. seriously get over it. i want nothing to do with each and everyone of them if i could. thats why i swear i should have been in the higher grade cause some of the boys and girls in mine are fucking immature shits.
i only told you, you were there you know, you were there the whole day and you now refuse to help me? thats so heartless when you know that in a heartbeat if your mate wanted you to go do something you'd drop everything just to hang out with them but why not me. seriously its not fair. you didnt lose anything. but i did. i lost everything.
and fuck the friends who are so two faced. when they are alone with you they act as if they are on your side or whatever and actually when go and tell the other friends shit. those people are fucked up too.
id think that my high school friends are well more understanding and mature but fuck them all. seriously. they are so fucking stupid that they think high school teen drama is like the story of their life. seriously get over it. i want nothing to do with each and everyone of them if i could. thats why i swear i should have been in the higher grade cause some of the boys and girls in mine are fucking immature shits.
i only told you, you were there you know, you were there the whole day and you now refuse to help me? thats so heartless when you know that in a heartbeat if your mate wanted you to go do something you'd drop everything just to hang out with them but why not me. seriously its not fair. you didnt lose anything. but i did. i lost everything.
Friday, December 3, 2010
invisibility cloak
who's seen harry potter 7? if you have then youll get this. my most favorite part in the whole movie is the story of the deathly hallows and the whole animation part with the three brothers. and if i was anyone of them id too like an invisibility cloak. then when i thought about it i did. i have my very own invisibility cloak and thats just me. its awesome really. you do what you want you say what you want and noone fucking hears you. noone sees you noone cares cause they dont know you were there in the first place. i could sit at a dinner table playing a game and noone would come up and say what are you doing. or noone would ask after not seeing me for practically six months ask how i was or what ive been doing. its weird huh? but since im getting tired of the invisibility cloak i too feel like its time and death should come and greet me with his deep dark eyes and tattered cloak that surrounds his pure white skeletal body. it'd be pretty cool i reckon.
other news, i passed my financial exam. i thought i didnt do every well cause i didnt know half the stuff but i passed. thank god. and i think i passed all the rest. it would be absolutely terrible if i didnt cause i dont want to have to repeat another half year of school i think im going to jump off a building. i really wonder if people like live for three days just being stuck on the floor cause apparently you mightn't die if you jump off a building, and i mean obviously it has to be a significant height. and not like the first story of the building. but i heard from a significant height you could still live for a bit cause i dont know but imagine just lying flat of the ground waiting to die, that would be terrible. thats practically lying in a bed waiting to die in a hospital. i feel sorry for patients now.
i woke up at 3.30am yesterday to go to work. it was killer. and today i have work at 5:30 its a short reception so hopefully i can leave early. im not very into work at the moment. the further i move on in life the more i think about parting everyone i know. i just want to be somewhere totally alone where i can just do what i want for me and not have to think about everyone else that is part of my life. hehe sounds quite rude. but i want something for me for a change.
oh wells. ive got two staff parties next week. one of tuesday and one on monday. sweet i dont know why i said tuesday first but yeah monday tuesday. its only 10:30 in the morning and i already feel like ive been awake this whole time and noone has said a word to me. but instead sit outside eating breakfast whilst i walk around the house like a ghost. sweet ay? invisibility cloaks to fucking work! =D
other news, i passed my financial exam. i thought i didnt do every well cause i didnt know half the stuff but i passed. thank god. and i think i passed all the rest. it would be absolutely terrible if i didnt cause i dont want to have to repeat another half year of school i think im going to jump off a building. i really wonder if people like live for three days just being stuck on the floor cause apparently you mightn't die if you jump off a building, and i mean obviously it has to be a significant height. and not like the first story of the building. but i heard from a significant height you could still live for a bit cause i dont know but imagine just lying flat of the ground waiting to die, that would be terrible. thats practically lying in a bed waiting to die in a hospital. i feel sorry for patients now.
i woke up at 3.30am yesterday to go to work. it was killer. and today i have work at 5:30 its a short reception so hopefully i can leave early. im not very into work at the moment. the further i move on in life the more i think about parting everyone i know. i just want to be somewhere totally alone where i can just do what i want for me and not have to think about everyone else that is part of my life. hehe sounds quite rude. but i want something for me for a change.
oh wells. ive got two staff parties next week. one of tuesday and one on monday. sweet i dont know why i said tuesday first but yeah monday tuesday. its only 10:30 in the morning and i already feel like ive been awake this whole time and noone has said a word to me. but instead sit outside eating breakfast whilst i walk around the house like a ghost. sweet ay? invisibility cloaks to fucking work! =D
Saturday, November 27, 2010
Tuesday, November 23, 2010
everyday
everyday of my life i'm told to shutup. everyday of my life im made to feel like im not worth shit.
everyday of my life i yearn for someone to show me that they really love me. everyday of my life i stand in the bathroom with a pair of scissors. didnt know that? now you do. and everyday of my current life, i stop myself for the same reason i stand there.
im not dramatic, im sensitive, something that you were extremely and i held my words back, so please, hold yours.
im not psychotic, im unstable, and im working on it, so please don't push me.
i hate the word annoying. im told that most days of my life too, and i hate it because can't imagine someone who use to be there for me all the time, suddenly disappear and say to myself that its better off.
i struggle with so much thoughts and feelings that i can't even handle, so when you dump your aggressiveness on me because you think im annoying, think twice, cause the amount of shit you give me is the number of steps i take up that ladder to the rooftop.
if im annoying, its cause i need you. and you know that so for once, be a fucking man and show that kindness you show everyone else around you to me. cause i need it. even just for a minute.
this is probably more than ive ever said on my blog about myself. so cheers to me huh?
everyday of my life i yearn for someone to show me that they really love me. everyday of my life i stand in the bathroom with a pair of scissors. didnt know that? now you do. and everyday of my current life, i stop myself for the same reason i stand there.
im not dramatic, im sensitive, something that you were extremely and i held my words back, so please, hold yours.
im not psychotic, im unstable, and im working on it, so please don't push me.
i hate the word annoying. im told that most days of my life too, and i hate it because can't imagine someone who use to be there for me all the time, suddenly disappear and say to myself that its better off.
i struggle with so much thoughts and feelings that i can't even handle, so when you dump your aggressiveness on me because you think im annoying, think twice, cause the amount of shit you give me is the number of steps i take up that ladder to the rooftop.
if im annoying, its cause i need you. and you know that so for once, be a fucking man and show that kindness you show everyone else around you to me. cause i need it. even just for a minute.
this is probably more than ive ever said on my blog about myself. so cheers to me huh?
Saturday, November 6, 2010
studying sucks stupid squidballs
so ive been in the library for like 6 hrs and i havent done jack shit ive been absolutely procrastinating on facebook for the longsest i have ever been on facebook just talking and commenting and shit. its so sad =( and yeah ive got more then 3 assignments due which im all fucked for but there is no motivation for me to continue. i just have to get through one more month and im free. i really want to go back to melbourneeeee and i want to hang out with my friends. and go and play and drink till i pass out lol well no i dont want to do that i want to just go out. hehehe hmm i have some things on my agenda already.
i will be going to melbourne for NYE. no point staying here anymore and ill be attending armin only weeeeee =) with my melbourne friends and hopefully meet a friends baby nephew cause he looks so adorable in the pictures and also i want to go on a trip? maybe to a beach house or something. my mate from four seasons wants me to go with his friends but i dont know his friends and plus i got school still so thats odd. hmm what else thats about it i guess. earn some dosh. and lose weight hahahha i want to be 43 kilogramsssss or 42 im like 45-47 right now it fluctuates so unattractive since im short and just short and fat. lol stump much.
so i need to get a new learners license ay. its been expired for like half a year plus i really need to learn to drive so i can do my own shit and dont have to take a bus from work like fucking everyday. such a drag.
i have drank 2 coffees today. quite little and quite tired =( i just want to sleep i got home at 5am yesterday and i woke at 9am sighhhhhh
hope yall having a great time doing what yall doing. i really want to hang out =) so call me. and ryyy when you going overseas again?
i work at gloria jeans and own a starbucks coffee mug=) life is full of betrayals.
i will be going to melbourne for NYE. no point staying here anymore and ill be attending armin only weeeeee =) with my melbourne friends and hopefully meet a friends baby nephew cause he looks so adorable in the pictures and also i want to go on a trip? maybe to a beach house or something. my mate from four seasons wants me to go with his friends but i dont know his friends and plus i got school still so thats odd. hmm what else thats about it i guess. earn some dosh. and lose weight hahahha i want to be 43 kilogramsssss or 42 im like 45-47 right now it fluctuates so unattractive since im short and just short and fat. lol stump much.
so i need to get a new learners license ay. its been expired for like half a year plus i really need to learn to drive so i can do my own shit and dont have to take a bus from work like fucking everyday. such a drag.
i have drank 2 coffees today. quite little and quite tired =( i just want to sleep i got home at 5am yesterday and i woke at 9am sighhhhhh
hope yall having a great time doing what yall doing. i really want to hang out =) so call me. and ryyy when you going overseas again?
i work at gloria jeans and own a starbucks coffee mug=) life is full of betrayals.
Wednesday, October 27, 2010
stop
its been one rough week. I can honestly say, to all my friends. they think im already fine. they push me forward to look for something new and something better and in front of them i can totally agree but when im by myself i can't help but want what i really want. i can deny it to myself but all i really want is him.
im sick of college and im sick of work and just i don't know, ive run out of energy to do anything. like at least before i was tired but i still did it because i felt that you were proud of me but now i just feel that every little thing that happens seems to be on me. it feels like a thousand tonne weight are on my shoulders.
the worst thing is, i can't sleep but im so tired and the only place i can sleep is near you. i need this sleep cause if i don't then really all im doing is thinking about the shit that's gone wrong in my life and to me i can name like a hundred thousand things.
i think ive said im great to like 50 people today. thats cause i work but still to friends and people i also say that im great. but im just greatly displeased with my life. and i feel like im slipping from everything that means anything to me. im slipping from youth group and melbourne friends and family and well obviously him.
im so exhausted still from the lack of sleep last night even though i slept like 4 hours but already i can't get back to sleep again.
i remember playing this song over and over again when i was in high school i don't know why i liked it so much but now i love it to bits and its what describes how i feel in this moment in time.
im sick of college and im sick of work and just i don't know, ive run out of energy to do anything. like at least before i was tired but i still did it because i felt that you were proud of me but now i just feel that every little thing that happens seems to be on me. it feels like a thousand tonne weight are on my shoulders.
the worst thing is, i can't sleep but im so tired and the only place i can sleep is near you. i need this sleep cause if i don't then really all im doing is thinking about the shit that's gone wrong in my life and to me i can name like a hundred thousand things.
i think ive said im great to like 50 people today. thats cause i work but still to friends and people i also say that im great. but im just greatly displeased with my life. and i feel like im slipping from everything that means anything to me. im slipping from youth group and melbourne friends and family and well obviously him.
im so exhausted still from the lack of sleep last night even though i slept like 4 hours but already i can't get back to sleep again.
i remember playing this song over and over again when i was in high school i don't know why i liked it so much but now i love it to bits and its what describes how i feel in this moment in time.
Wednesday, October 20, 2010
front office
good evening, reservations department, Leanne speaking, how may i help you?
cheeeeyahhh brother, im in front office class at the moment and its like hotel reception desk. woohoo
haha yeah so i have like exams everyweek till the end of the year. sigh had macdonalds for dinner ewww fatty but it taste good i love how soft the buns of fillet of fish burgers are. hehe
worked this morning as well so im kind of tired=( gonna have a good night sleep today watch my shows one tree hill and gossip girl and chill. hmm and probably gotta start studying sometime soon got 4 assignments at the moment sigh all due next month
well ill leave yall with a photo of me and my babygirl brookeeeee
cheeeeyahhh brother, im in front office class at the moment and its like hotel reception desk. woohoo
haha yeah so i have like exams everyweek till the end of the year. sigh had macdonalds for dinner ewww fatty but it taste good i love how soft the buns of fillet of fish burgers are. hehe
worked this morning as well so im kind of tired=( gonna have a good night sleep today watch my shows one tree hill and gossip girl and chill. hmm and probably gotta start studying sometime soon got 4 assignments at the moment sigh all due next month
well ill leave yall with a photo of me and my babygirl brookeeeee
Monday, October 18, 2010
thats the way we doooo it doooo it
i am in class sitting next to motherfucking alex hisco that red headed rangaaaaaaa. <3
apprently i want him so bad. lol
yes, yes i do.
hmm this is the first time i am actually in my fucking management class before half time and im pretty darn bored and i have finished my OHS assignment sent it in and now i can bludge on my laptop until my battery runs out because i forgot to bring it. gots my V going and had oily maccas for breakfast and these are my friends. Kristy-lee (what a fucking awesome name), Matthew Charlie Brown, and Ricky Martini. gots to love them. hmm i think i failed a subject so im dropping it this year even though there like almost finished already. not that i went to classes anyways.
xoxo
Saturday, October 16, 2010
brick wall
i hate talking a brick wall. like you just need this moment of closure and time that anything is just absorbing and taking in what really means something to you and people just push it back.
i hate people assuming im strong enough to handle anything and everything that comes my way. i know that my initial impression towards anyone is strong well at least i dont care what happens and stuff but to people that really know me, know that i am sensitive and i think way too much for my own good. and to have someone use that against me when they know that they can help me be the person that i can be and i mean a better person they choose to ignore that and they push me down. my parents do this a lot. they know that im stubborn but i can let go of something really easily if they just show some act of kindness, but they choose not to and a lot people do that to me.
i hate how people blindly encourage everyone, like they are so optimistic towards strangers, just a normal friend 'dont worry you can get through this cause i know you're a good person' and so on but then it comes to me they say the total opposite 'i dont believe you can'. thats is so hurtful because they say one thing at first and say that im such a good person and i work so hard then suddenly they think i can't work hard on something that i really believe i can do and that i can achieve and i feel i dont know, disappointed in myself because i lead them to believe i can't be a person. and i just feel like nothing. useless and worthless.
i feel stupid because i try my best not to give up on people. if i did then i don't think id be friend a lot of people. like a great example joyce, i think she'd agree too cause we had so much drama is high school but we made it. i never shut her out when she needed me. and i think if i may say i did help her through some things. and i really wish that you could too. cause i know you be that person that i know you for. you never give up on your family. so how about me?
i had a long talk with friend today, and i realised a lot of things about myself and that i have noted to work on them because i can't be the way i am and think i can be happy. i know i can't be happy and i know im not. and if im not then how can i make someone else happy. its funny cause ages ago like ages ago i remember telling yall that i dont know what happy is. and i still dont.
sorrry i am so scared right now. i was writing this and its so sad and dark and i just watched the trailer of the scary i dont even want to write it the one with the hand held camera and the demon thing yeah the second version i just watched the trailer on tv accidentally and my hairs are sticking up on neck i have goosebumps everywhere im so scared the only things that are moving are my fingers cause im so scared to move.
i think im going to stop cause knowing me im going to freak myself out so much its just so scary.
but the last note i want to say. don't assume that you know me because i thought i knew you, but you changed and i can too.
i hate people assuming im strong enough to handle anything and everything that comes my way. i know that my initial impression towards anyone is strong well at least i dont care what happens and stuff but to people that really know me, know that i am sensitive and i think way too much for my own good. and to have someone use that against me when they know that they can help me be the person that i can be and i mean a better person they choose to ignore that and they push me down. my parents do this a lot. they know that im stubborn but i can let go of something really easily if they just show some act of kindness, but they choose not to and a lot people do that to me.
i hate how people blindly encourage everyone, like they are so optimistic towards strangers, just a normal friend 'dont worry you can get through this cause i know you're a good person' and so on but then it comes to me they say the total opposite 'i dont believe you can'. thats is so hurtful because they say one thing at first and say that im such a good person and i work so hard then suddenly they think i can't work hard on something that i really believe i can do and that i can achieve and i feel i dont know, disappointed in myself because i lead them to believe i can't be a person. and i just feel like nothing. useless and worthless.
i feel stupid because i try my best not to give up on people. if i did then i don't think id be friend a lot of people. like a great example joyce, i think she'd agree too cause we had so much drama is high school but we made it. i never shut her out when she needed me. and i think if i may say i did help her through some things. and i really wish that you could too. cause i know you be that person that i know you for. you never give up on your family. so how about me?
i had a long talk with friend today, and i realised a lot of things about myself and that i have noted to work on them because i can't be the way i am and think i can be happy. i know i can't be happy and i know im not. and if im not then how can i make someone else happy. its funny cause ages ago like ages ago i remember telling yall that i dont know what happy is. and i still dont.
sorrry i am so scared right now. i was writing this and its so sad and dark and i just watched the trailer of the scary i dont even want to write it the one with the hand held camera and the demon thing yeah the second version i just watched the trailer on tv accidentally and my hairs are sticking up on neck i have goosebumps everywhere im so scared the only things that are moving are my fingers cause im so scared to move.
i think im going to stop cause knowing me im going to freak myself out so much its just so scary.
but the last note i want to say. don't assume that you know me because i thought i knew you, but you changed and i can too.
someone stop me
sooo today was an okay day went to cabramatta with my mother and yeah bought new bedsheets and had lunch. and at 4pm i have to meet my friend dennis. which im so awkward about i really don't really feel like it cause yeah you know when you get a feeling that they want to hang out more than friends that just sooo iffy but since he was nice when i was crying and shit i think i should just do it out of respect. hmm and yeahhh i dont know and the thing is i want someone to just tell me not to go i want someone to tell me its not right and you shouldnt you should hang out with me instead but instead they just say go have fun which is i dont know gay.
i had this retarded dream last night and its amazing that i remember it. its like my i got a video call from my brother and im at home and all the youth kids are a my place too and so i get this call and i see my brother like video wise but its like an accidental call so im calling out his name so he hears me and all of a sudden he gets into a car crash and i see the distress in his eyes and voice and hes screaming and im just screaming and crying as well cause i cant help him and i stop breathing i cant breathe and im trying to find someone to come help me to go look for him and im running around the house trying to tell someone and i run to the back of the house into the backyard and hes there, my brother is there just sitting down with my youth mate shaun just talking and im so confused at this point its just im balling my eyes out and noone really cares that i am noone realises that something is wrong. it was really weird and uncomfortable. sighhhh
so question. ryan, how the fuck did you know i had a blog again i find that amazing it like i saw two comments and wondering its both from jasmine and its you. hahah yeah i will go back to school on monday. im kind of over it i want to drop out...AGAIN. which would make the total of fails in Leanne's life 10000000000000000000. i dont even know if thats a number it probably is. cause maths these days is just out of world. literally.
hmms so recently ive been thinking a lot about working and what i want to do so i guess ill tell yall about this another time. save the stories cause i won't have much left to talk about now that im here, by myself.
i hope yall have a great weekend =)
by the way, i really want to thank my friends. jasmine for so much that i cant even explain, lisa for being there for me even though i haven't talked seen or hung out with you in like a million years and ronald, because you are the best geeky friend that a girl could ever have. if i had a wedding and i could choose a bestman it would definitely be you. hehehe annnd last but not least ryyy cause its amazing how you found this blog. lol unless jasmine let you in on it.
Kings of Leon- 'Cold Desert'
i had this retarded dream last night and its amazing that i remember it. its like my i got a video call from my brother and im at home and all the youth kids are a my place too and so i get this call and i see my brother like video wise but its like an accidental call so im calling out his name so he hears me and all of a sudden he gets into a car crash and i see the distress in his eyes and voice and hes screaming and im just screaming and crying as well cause i cant help him and i stop breathing i cant breathe and im trying to find someone to come help me to go look for him and im running around the house trying to tell someone and i run to the back of the house into the backyard and hes there, my brother is there just sitting down with my youth mate shaun just talking and im so confused at this point its just im balling my eyes out and noone really cares that i am noone realises that something is wrong. it was really weird and uncomfortable. sighhhh
so question. ryan, how the fuck did you know i had a blog again i find that amazing it like i saw two comments and wondering its both from jasmine and its you. hahah yeah i will go back to school on monday. im kind of over it i want to drop out...AGAIN. which would make the total of fails in Leanne's life 10000000000000000000. i dont even know if thats a number it probably is. cause maths these days is just out of world. literally.
hmms so recently ive been thinking a lot about working and what i want to do so i guess ill tell yall about this another time. save the stories cause i won't have much left to talk about now that im here, by myself.
i hope yall have a great weekend =)
by the way, i really want to thank my friends. jasmine for so much that i cant even explain, lisa for being there for me even though i haven't talked seen or hung out with you in like a million years and ronald, because you are the best geeky friend that a girl could ever have. if i had a wedding and i could choose a bestman it would definitely be you. hehehe annnd last but not least ryyy cause its amazing how you found this blog. lol unless jasmine let you in on it.
Kings of Leon- 'Cold Desert'
Friday, October 15, 2010
this restart
so ive been absolutely MIA for a while now.
i don't know what to say at the moment cause i don't know how i feel exactly. so let me just tell you facts right now.
fact is, i dont have him anymore. he left me. and this time for real
fact is, i could get in a lot of trouble by police if i step over some boundaries
fact is, i haven't been to school in a week
fact is, i am so blank about what life has to offer me now
fact is, i realised i am so bad at being a person
fact is, i need help
fact is, i want help from him
fact is, i can't imagine life without him
fact is, i didn't know myself that i could become such a person because of him
fact is, i don't think i can get over him
fact is, i am less of a person without him
fact is, i know my friends thinks its the right choice but i still feel its the wrong
i dont know why i decided to write blogs again i guess i missed i missed having something that is mine that i control and that listens.
im sorry that its so morbid and sad the first time around and im sure it will be this way for along time. but still i write blankly, i dont think, i just type. and its like waves and crashes of words and emotions and i just let it be. cause all i can do now is let it be.
City and Colour - 'So Low'
i don't know what to say at the moment cause i don't know how i feel exactly. so let me just tell you facts right now.
fact is, i dont have him anymore. he left me. and this time for real
fact is, i could get in a lot of trouble by police if i step over some boundaries
fact is, i haven't been to school in a week
fact is, i am so blank about what life has to offer me now
fact is, i realised i am so bad at being a person
fact is, i need help
fact is, i want help from him
fact is, i can't imagine life without him
fact is, i didn't know myself that i could become such a person because of him
fact is, i don't think i can get over him
fact is, i am less of a person without him
fact is, i know my friends thinks its the right choice but i still feel its the wrong
i dont know why i decided to write blogs again i guess i missed i missed having something that is mine that i control and that listens.
im sorry that its so morbid and sad the first time around and im sure it will be this way for along time. but still i write blankly, i dont think, i just type. and its like waves and crashes of words and emotions and i just let it be. cause all i can do now is let it be.
City and Colour - 'So Low'
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